does it matter...does one side of the bread burn quicker then the other. Rain has hit my window for the last 20 minutes in a patter that i could have sworn was scripted, but who could have written this kind of symphony....I am missing question marks....through out.

The last time i listened to someone speak....for longer than 6 minutes, with out tuning out, i think i was twelve....I think it might have been my hockey coach...

my memory is so shit these days....from all the tuning out.

i sang a song to a lady at a bar... she knew every word...before i said it...she knew what i was going to say...before it was said....this was not a popular song...i think she was an angel...or the closest thing that this world has to offer.

a few nights...a few days....some hours. I think about this world with out me taking up the space

i do...the space is not much, but it still takes up, i create waste. I ask for none of it...i picture it, it still turns...the papers still get delivered, the clocks punched....the over paid coffees....drunk.

my aunt once told me when i was small...'you always make people laugh'

i listened to a man laugh to himself on the street car for till i could not listen any more...no one was with in 20 feet of him. He laughed and laughed and laughed....i had nothing to do with that.....i believe even as a kid...it was kind of the same....